SPMB - Chapter 234

SMPB - Chapter 234

My Body Has Been Possessed By Someone

Why did he do that?

Kanna lowered her gaze. She does not know. She just couldn't overcome her mean impulses.

'Because I'm a crazy bitch.'

That's enough. She doesn't know any other reason. She didn't even want to know.

"Kanna, look at me."

"..."

“Kanna.”

At his urging, Kanna slowly raised her eyes. She finally met a gaze that seemed to penetrate straight through her.

"Answer me."

How dazzlingly brilliant it is.

As she looked at it, her heart ached. This was a pain she already knew. She had already been pierced.

To those eyes, to that person.

"Try."

"Try that effort for me."

Her insides throbbed as if she had been pierced through a bar at some time in the past.

'But he is a person from the past.

At that moment, a helpless laugh came out.

Yes. This is a dream. No, it's just like a dream.

Because the man in front of her does not exist in reality.

The moment she realized it, her feet suddenly became heavy. The legs that were floating in the air immediately settled on the floor.

The hazy clouds cleared, revealing a bleak landscape devoid of any romance. The scenery of reality that she had ignored for a while.

'This person is not available on my time.'

Kanna smiled bitterly. She knows. She knew, so why did she act like an idiot?

The dream is over.

"......What answer do you want?"

No. She had to finish it.

"I can give you anything, whatever you want."

Kanna recited the lines that had been decided earlier.

"I owe you. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be alive right now."

As soon as she was born, she was probably used as a sacrifice and died.

Because her life was created for that purpose.

"So tell me. I can do whatever you want..."

"Stop."

Kanna stopped talking. Alessandro glared at her fiercely.

"How many times should I say It? What I want to know is your heart. Fuck all this other nonsense."

Annoyance flowed from his eyes.

"How you feel about me, tell me. I'm not interested in anything else."

For a moment, Kanna's lips trembled. But it quickly stopped.

What was she trying to say? Even she didn't know. She didn't want to know.

But she knows this one thing for sure

The feelings that Alex is casually talking about right now are the feelings that Alessandro tried to hide even by taking poison.

It was his secret that he kept hidden for a long time without anyone knowing.

And his memories soon return.

Now that the secret has been revealed, he must be in pain.

'I wanted to ease his pain.'

So, she tried to break the curse by forcibly holding onto the person who was trying to avoid her.

Of course, Kanna didn't want to let go of her relationship with Alex, but her biggest goal was to break his curse.

Because she doesn't want him to suffer anymore.

So she had to do what she could to make it a little less difficult for Alessandro when he came to his senses.

"The person who took me in and protected me. That's it."

He frowned.

Kanna's throat was throbbing and hurting. Kanna held back her pain and answered quietly.

"When I was young, you didn't even pay attention to me. I guess you wanted to have me all to yourself even now. That's why I kicked out your cooking teacher."

Even though she said it, it was such bullshit that she was a little embarrassed.

The relationship she built with him before she met him in the past was very shallow. She was so light and insignificant that she would fly away if he blew on it, so she was really nothing.

'Because it wasn't like family to begin with.'

It was the same way she didn't feel Chloe was her mother. Although she grew up calling Chloe her mother, she never once felt like she was her mother.

The same was true for Alessandro.

However, her relationship with Alex, whom she met in Seon-hee's body, was intense.

The savior of her destiny who will save her

But what is her to him?

"Well. Perhaps, the Destroyer?'

He saved her life, but she destroyed his.

Kanna smiled bitterly.

The intertwined relationship was so heavy. It's not even worth measuring the weight of a relationship that was so light and was just a facade.

Is that why? 

She becomes more immersed in her relationship with Alex, whom she met in Seon-hee's body.

'I shouldn't do that.'

No matter how she feels, that's just her mind.

The world doesn't see it that way. And the real Alessandro wouldn't see it that way either.

If she tells a lie with this kind of heart, it will never feel sincere.

As expected, Alessandro laughed and cursed lowly.

"Do you know who this is?"

"It's not a lie. I am......." 

"If you're going to lie, be more sincere."

He glared at her fiercely.

"You with that kind of man."

He laughed very nervously and grabbed her chin.

"Are you talking with a face like this?"

For a moment. Kanna's eyes wavered. But she spoke steadfastly. 

"I don't know what you're talking about."

The corners of Alessandro's mouth curved at an angle. He was almost mocking.

"Oh yeah. I don't know......." 

He paused for a moment and pulled her by the waist.

Ah! 

Kanna was startled and trembled, but his hands were firm.

The two bodies clashed tightly. Kanna's face lit up as he felt her muscle-bound breasts, stomach, and e en his pelvis through the thin fabric.

Alessandro clearly witnessed the scene. And he felt it.

Beyond her gently pressed chest, her heartbeat beat as fast as his.

"You don't know?"

His gaze struck her mercilessly. It seemed as if it was thrusting violently into her and seizing her heart.

So that she can't run away so that she can't escape.

"You don't even know this?"

The corners of Kanna's lips twitched slightly.

She got caught. They both knew she had been caught.

"Alex..."

Kanna took a deep breath.

"You will regret it, you. When your memories come back, I guarantee it."

Ah.

It's no use.

Really, he doesn't even care about it.

Alessandro's eyes, which were filled with nothing but honest desire, did not show any harm. On the contrary, the temperature of the overlapping bodies was only getting hotter.

“Kanna.”

Alessandro spoke kindly and rubbed her back. At that moment, a strange shiver ran down Kanna's spine.

"I know better."

The hand that gently slides from top to bottom, once, twice, is exhilarating.

Kanna bit her lip. It felt like every sensation in her body was screaming.

"There is no way my future self wouldn't love you. It must have been hidden all this time....."

As he said that, he laughed like a villain.

"What is it? I got caught like this."

His face got closer little by little. Kanna felt dizzy as the scent of his body gradually became more and more overwhelming.

"So even if my memories come back, nothing can be changed."

His thumb pressed gently to her lips. He gently opened his lips and whispered.

"Because I'm going to make it irreversible."

With those words, he stopped. 

"If you don't want it, push me out."

Time seemed to have stopped. In that narrow gap where the corners of the lips almost barely touch.

The reason, though, everything stopped at that moment. There was only a rush of breath. Everything about him became a stimulus so brutal that it pounded her entire body.

Let's push him out.

Kanna barely thought.

All she has to do is keep her head straight and push through.

It shouldn't be like this. If this happens......

But the grip was just helpless.

Alessandro waited a moment longer for her, who was fiercely conflicted.

Really, just for a moment.

Hmm...... 

Kanna stopped her breathing.

Now, Alessandro's lips overlapped.

Ar that unrealistic feeling, at that fact, his head turned white.

And the other person didn't hesitate any longer. Their body temperatures collided as if they were crushing each other, then dropped as if they were checking, and then rushed and overlapped again. And then it got more intense.

His chest swelled as loudly as his hurried lips. Each time he did that he crushed her body harder. 

Huh, huh, huh.

He was just thirsty for her breath that he didn't know whose it was.

That was stimulating. The pain was so numb that tears welled up in her eyes. A wisp of guilt hung like water droplets around her eyes.

She can't do it, she has to push him away.

But the wrapped skin was sweet. It was so much that her whole body felt cozy.

It slipped helplessly down her cheek. It was shattered.

"It's."

He gently sucked Kanna, wiping away her tears as she shattered with guilt. He whispered.

"You did nothing wrong."

He grabbed her wrist and made her wrap it around his neck. Then he lifted her body up.

"This is all my fault."

He gently laid her down and whispered in her ear. As if in pain, as if crying, as if begging.

"This is all my fault and my sin."

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