SPMB - Chapter 233
My Body Has Been Possessed By Someone
Kanna's face turned red.
She thought it was impossible, but as expected. It was clear that he had heard the entire conversation outside the door.
"You can hear everything at that distance."
"...I'm sorry for unintentionally eavesdropping."
He said with an expression that did not make him feel sorry at all.
"Why did you say that?"
His voice became lower and lower. His eyes became very dark. He seemed to have fallen to the depths.
"Do you want to be?"
Those words seemed to hit the solar plexus. The feeling hurt, so Kanna quickly shook her head.
"No."
Then the corners of Alessandro's mouth rose.
"I want to be."
"What?"
Kanna didn't understand what he said right away.
Now, what does he say......?
With those words, Alessandro released his body from leaning against the door. And he came towards her.
"You?"
The hot-eyed man approaches, and Kanna's hands and feet stiffen. She could not move as if she were chained from head to toe.
"Not you?"
Kanna retreated as fast as the approaching steps. Then she hit the bed and she stopped. Then Alessandro also stopped.
"..."
Kanna's frozen face. As she looked at that expression, the reins, which had almost come loose, grabbed her neck.
'No.'
It can't be like this.
She let out a long sigh and rubbed her eyes. If she go out like this, he might feel burdened.. But...
"I am that person...... Yes."
Kanna bit the inside of her mouth. If she don't, she feel like she'll lose her reason and self-control and spring out like a spring.
She mustered up all his patience and forced herself to take a step back.
"I am that person... Yes."
The moment she heard those words, she was having a hard time resisting the urge to kick out the door right away.
After the woman called the cooking teacher left, the time waiting for him who stood far away in front of the door for a while, was even more painful. In his head, he could only imagine him dragging her into the house.
He swallowed down the overwhelming emotions that were swelling up to the fullest. And he said.
"Kanna."
He felt like his own voice was like that of an animal.
Is that why?
Kanna's face gradually freezes.
"Answer me."
"..."
"Why do you call me yours......."
The end of his voice trembled slightly. He took a deep breath and continued his sentence.
"Why did you say I was yours?"
She turned her head and avoided eye contact.
"I don't know either."
"..."
"I'm sorry for saying something strange. I apologize."
She muttered.
"Don't say such nonsense."
She took a deep breath.
"I have a man."
She wants him to be hers Anyway, when he comes back to his senses, he'll be
In those words. Alexandro's head throbbed. He blinked. He couldn't believe what he just heard.
"The man...... There is?"
After a while, he asked back with difficulty. His voice was trembling like an idiot even to his own ears.
"Yes."
Alessandro's entire body lost strength. He almost lost his balance and stumbled.
It was a shock. It was such a big shock.
To Kanna, the man.
The man......
'Yes... but.'
There is no way the world would Ieave a woman like that alone. Just like he does, some men would sacrifice their lives to cling to her.
"Are you planning on getting married?"
"It's not that kind of relationship."
Kanna stared meaninglessly at the wall.
"A precious man."
"..."
"He sacrificed as much for me as you did. I have no intention of cutting off ties with that person as long as I live."
The more Kanna spoke, the faster her voice became.
"To be honest, he's not the only guy I'm involved with. Do you think that's it? I'm with your two sons..."
"..."
The remaining words were chewed in her mouth. It seemed like she couldn't even continue.
But Alessandro knew even without hearing. Enough. He understands.
'My son?'
His mouth felt empty.
He could barely continue his thoughts, feeling like his head was as dry as sand.
She said he had two sons. She has a son who is strikingly similar to himself.
He's sure their tastes are the same...
When he thought that, a strong desire to win rose like fire. His eyes gradually became sharper.
"So?"
"What?"
"So what."
Finally, Kanna's gaze returned to him.
"Didn't you hear me?"
"I heard. But what is that?"
"I told you there was a man."
"So?"
"And both of your sons love me so much. I got so involved with those guys. Even if I wanted to quit, I couldn't...."
"Who is curious about that?"
Kanna was speechless. She couldn't follow what Alessandro was saying right now.
She said she had a precious man? She said she was involved with his two sons?
"What I'm curious about is your heart."
He asked aggressively, glaring at her.
"What do you think of me? That's all I'm curious about."
"..."
"Tell me what you think?"
He took a step closer again. Kanna's heart dropped as she saw the face of the man who came closer.
"I want you."
A face without the slightest hesitation or conflict, just full of pure desire. Kanna shuddered at those eyes of him.
Alessandro Addis' eyes are very manly.
"Alex, you are..."
Kanna's voice trembled. A heat rose and her face burned.
"You're the one who raised me."
The Alessandro she knew never looked at her like that. She was always the nurturing eye.
She was so stubborn that it was done without a single moment of silence.
"I know. You don't want me that way."
Alessandro snorted at those words.
Really she didn't know anything. Her future self was that thorough.
She made his world entirely inorganic and tried to turn him into a doll that could not feel anything. Unimaginable joy is right in front of him, but he doesn't even try to grasp it.
Just like that. He gave up his one and only life.
"I am not a fool to give my life to just anyone."
"What?"
"I protected you because I love you."
Kanna's eyes widened. Her lips parted.
Alessandro witnessed her shock right before his eyes.
And at that moment, he heard a voice from deep inside. A moan that comes with deep sorrow.
No.
Do not say.
"Damn it."
Alessandro clenched his fists.
He was a beast that his future self had locked up behind bars. He laughed out loud at that ridiculous sight.
Suddenly, he remembered the first time he saw her. She was chained and locked in the bars.
He took her out of prison and gave her freedom...
'Instead, you locked me up.'
To protect her, Alessandro went into an invisible prison himself.
There was no freedom there. It was an eternal prison where one was not even given the right to adore anyone.
'I don't even have the freedom to love in secret.'
Even devils burning in the fires of hell have the freedom to worship God.
'I won't live like that.'
He was too young to give up on his first love and give up on life. It was a brilliant spring.
He had the power to overcome any obstacle and ignore everyone's criticism. He wasn't afraid of getting covered in dirt.
Twenty-year-old Alessandro Addis faced his future self.
"You have a man? Does not matter."
Nо.
"I want you."
Nо.
"So you tell me too."
Yes.
Alessandro raised his trembling hands. He cupped her face.
"Why me...... Did you say that?"
Stop.
Don't approach Kanna.
I am the only one who is broken.
'No.'
Alessandro vehemently denied it.
'I want to be happy too.'
By Kanna's side, together.
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