SPMB - Chapter 212

SPMB - Chapter 212

My Body Has Been Possessed By Someone

"If you want anything, I'll give it to you. Just say it."

"Anything?"

"Yes."

This was the answer she gave to Raphael, thinking. 

"What would I do if I did it?"

The moment her words fell, Raphael grabbed her wrist. She lowered her head.

"Wait, what now....?"

Raphael put out his red tongue and slowly licked her fingertips. Then he put her wet fingers into his mouth. Inside, he sucked it lightly.

Kanna was completely frozen. What is Raphael doing now...?

"This is milk?"

He muttered in a subdued voice.

"It's delicious."

It was a strange reaction. Isn't it like someone tasting milk for the first time?

But that wasn't the only surprising thing. Raphael's next gaze landed on her. With her lips, to be precise.

"..."

Kanna's face heated up. She couldn't believe it. The person who looks at her with such blatant eyes is Raphael...

At that time, Raphael grabbed her waist and lifted her onto his lap.

Kanna was crushed by the intimidating feeling as her firm breasts pressed against each other, a subject that had overlapped several times before.

Because the opponent is Raphael. Because she has never imagined Raphael like this, even in her dreams. Raphael, this can't be...

Raphael stared at her in confusion, expressionless, and pressed their lips together once again.

It was undoubtedly a kiss between the opposite sexes.

Completely different from the previous action, which was no different from artificial respiration, Kanna's breathing stopped. It seemed as if her hair had turned completely white.

He gently pressed it, pulled it away, licked it, held it in, and even bit it lightly. Kanna found it difficult to bear the tickling and soft touch, so she grabbed his collar tightly.

His movements were very slow. It was slow, as if confirming the identity of something unfamiliar, and the passing traces and crushing textures were clearly felt.

Is that why? It felt like the heat was rising and even the top of her head was getting hot. It was difficult to continue her thoughts.

"I am......"

Raphael whispered while holding his wet flesh. His breath fanned into her lips.

"This is my first time seeing something like this." 

His hands grabbed her waist.

"This is my first time feeling this soft." 

Panting. 

Kanna took a breath and quickly pushed his shoulder. His hard body flashed against her thighs.

'Unbelievable.' 

She thought it was a symbol of abstinence!

But the moment she met his carefree purple eyes, Kanna was convinced.

Raphael has no idea. The meaning of this action now is the reason his body is reacting. 

"For a moment..."

I barely asked, trying to calm my pounding heart. 

"Do you know what you're doing?"

He shook his head. 

'Oh my God.'

How could he not know? He must be seventeen now?

Kanna knows that he was experimented on to become a God, but he didn't get cut off from the world...

Oh, no way.

'Could it be that he lived in isolation?'

The experiments to create spirits require the lives of priests.

In other words, it is a confidential matter that should never be made known. It was a terrible secret, so it must have been done in a secret place.

For example... At a place like the roots of the world tree.

'Could it be that he grew up in the roots of the World Tree from when he was young?'

It was scary to think about, but it was a plausible hypothesis.

'Now that I think about it, it felt like it was his first time drinking milk.'

Perhaps, this escape could be his first encounter with the real world.

"Excuse me... This is it."

Thinking like that made Kanna feel strange. He felt like he was dealing with a passionate man and an innocent child at the same time.

"You shouldn't do this with just anyone. With loved ones...."

'Ah, my conscience.'

To make such a textbook statement, isn't it seriously inconsistent with what she has said and done so far? 

Ever since Kanna returned to this world, she has been using everything she has as her weapon.

'Thanks to that, I have survived until now.'

Raphael quietly waited for Kanna who was muttering.

Kanna's guess was correct. He lived trapped in this space, within the roots of the World Tree, for 17 years.

All he did there was absorb people's life and sexual power and grow his strength like a monster.

That was all that happened in his life.

So, this was his first time seeing and touching a girl his age up close. Everything was too much stimulation for him.

For the boy who lived his whole life inside the roots of a tree, today was a day of shock, as if heaven and earth had changed.

Besides, that girl might even be his flesh and blood. He realized it the moment the girl flipped her bangs and showed her face properly.

She is Arzenian's daughter.

"You have flesh and blood, Raphael. What a cute little sister. Kanna, it's a pretty name, right?"

"The facts are lies. Actually, you are not my son."

"I'm just kidding, you're both my children. Which one is real? Guess what."

His father went back and forth on what he was saying. The reason was obvious.

By Bored. Life is boring and repetitive, so they do whatever they want.

'I am also not the son of the spirit.'

This was something he had always suspected. So Raphael was sure of this opportunity. He liked that one better.

"Are you listening to me?" 

Raphael nodded at Kanna's words. To roughly sum up what she said, It meant that he shouldn't kiss her carelessly and he shouldn't touch her anywhere. Raphael asked, genuinely curious.

"Then why should I give you my life?"

"..."

"I don't want to live. I'd rather die now than give my life to someone else"

It was sincerity without a single ounce of lies.

"I think the act of mixing your lips and tongue feels good, but I wonder if you let me do it."

He didn't even know the word kiss.

"You don't even let me touch your soft stuff, why should I?"

Kanna opened her mouth wide. Raphael said something like that...

'This is not the Raphael I know.'

Kanna completely overturned her previous thoughts...

New God? A master to serve? If she holds out her hand, can he grab it? 

Yes, that's definitely how future Raphael sees her.

But now Raphael is like a completely different person!

Raphael didn't even understand his reaction. His range of emotions was narrower than that of others and his ability to empathize was significantly lower, so she could not feel his feelings at all.

Looking at this, the future Raphael had really improved.

"If you die here, you are no better than trash."

"Does not matter."

"But if you live for me, you get a chance to die for me."

Raphael's lips stiffened for a moment.

"Dying like trash here is truly a worthless death. It doesn't mean anything. No, it's actually harmful. Because someone has to go through the trouble of collecting your body. But..."

Kanna continued speaking firmly..

"Living for me and dying for me are very worthwhile things. Even if you say you didn't want it, I am your lifesaver."

"..."

“Helping a benefactor and returning a favor is a very noble act.”

"..."

"In other words, if you give your life to me, you can live a life worth living and die a worthy death."

Those words pierced Raphael's heart. Right in the middle, very deep.

It was the perfect answer.

'A worthy death?'

He always dreamed of death. He had hated this life for so long that he wanted to die. He never dreamed of a worthwhile life.

But a worthy death...

Maybe it's possible? Wouldn't it be okay to dream about that much? 

He thought this girl was right. If he was going to die anyway, it would be better to die for this girl. 

Raphael didn't know much. But he knew that treating others, saving them, and giving them food was good.

So wouldn't dying for a good girl be the best death he could face?

'It would be nice if I could die like that.'

He's never thought like this before. He tried it for the first time.

A worthy death.

It was the first dream he had in his life.

"..."

Kanna held her breath and waited for Raphael's reaction.

'Could it be that you don't feel like it?'

In the end, Kanna tried to negotiate cautiously.

"If the act was that good... I will reward you someday."

"Compensation?"

Raphael tilted his head. It seemed like it was his first time hearing the word.

"Okay, reward. When you do something perfectly well, I give you a reward."

"Are you saying that if I become your perfect servant, I will be rewarded someday?"

"Yes, perfectly. Do you know what perfection means?"

Raphael knew the meaning of the bell very well without needing to explain it. Because he learned that much.

All priests are servants of God...

"All right."

Uh? Kanna was embarrassed. Is this suddenly an honorific?

That wasn't all.

"I was going to die. But you made me want to live."

Suddenly, he spits out lines that sound like he's reading a Korean language book.

However, Raphael continued speaking with shameless seriousness.

"I want to give my life to you. And one day, You will return this favor, certainly."

Raphael was smoothly refining Kanna's request and returning it. As if to please her.

'Are you kidding me?'

As if he had read her suspicions. Raphael hinted.

"Don't misunderstand. I don't want anything. There is no need for compensation or anything like that."

"Are you serious?"

"I'm serious."

Kanna glanced at him with suspicious eyes.

"The only thing I want is to have a worthy death."

"Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

"I was persuaded. You are right." 

Raphael spoke with sincerity.

"If it weren't for you, I would have died like a piece of trash right here. But thanks to you, I have a chance at a better death."

Kanna couldn't read the lies in those words. But it was difficult for her to accept it easily. It wasn't even like she flipped her palm, it changed so suddenly.

'I think I was persuaded.'

But isn't the timing too divided before and after 'compensation'? 

Apart from being persuaded, there seemed to be something more, for example.

'The perfect species suppresses its greed because it does not seek reward.'

Because it is a reward that can only be obtained if one gives up one's greed.....?

The moment Kanna thought about it, a shiver ran down her spine. No way. This is too much of a leap. Kanna scolded her own naughty imagination.

'Raphael is not the type of person to have such dark intentions.'

The hypothesis she abandoned midway was more plausible. That he needs a new absolute. Now that he had the opportunity, cause, and motivation to follow someone, it was clear that he was eager to bite.

Only then did Kanna smile. It's a different development than I thought, but it's the conclusion she wanted anyway.

Raphael will not die here and now.

"Please take care of me, Raphael."

Raphael saw her hand reaching out to him.

White and thin hands.

The finger he had rolled in his mouth was in front of him. The feel of wet skin was still vivid on the tip of his tongue.

But Raphael quietly closed his eyes and opened his eyes.

"That's me."

The perfect species was there.

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