Their lips touched. That was the first thing Amelia thought about when she came into contact with Ivan.
“...”
She didn't even close her eyes. She didn't know what was happening. It was natural that her eyes met Ivan's, who had his eyes open as if he were watching Amelia.
Without any special conversation, just eye contact for a while. As if her heart had been taken out and placed next to her ear, the sound of her heart beating loudly could be heard. Amelia could not avoid Ivan’s gaze or move away, and just swallowed hard. Then Ivan’s lips smoothly drew a curve and went up.
“You have to close your eyes.”
Ivan whispered in a slightly lowered voice, still not taking his lips off hers. It was selfishness disguised as advice.
"Eyes?"
Amelia asked back without realizing it, then flinched. Every time she moved her lips, she could clearly feel the sensation of her lips touching Ivan’s. It was a stimulation that Amelia had never experienced before.
“Close your eyes and relax your lips.”
Their lips touched every time Ivan spoke. Amelia shivered slightly as goosebumps ran down her spine. Perhaps because she was overly nervous, her body did not move as it should, even though it was a trivial request.
“Yes, that’s not going well...”
When Amelia barely managed to answer with a voice that was trembling with shame, Ivan, who had been staring intently into her black eyes filled with confusion, chuckled. Then he bit Amelia’s lower lip and hung on.
“Can’t you do it?”
When Amelia barely nodded her head, Ivan's large hand covered the middle of Amelia's back and pulled her into his arms.
“...!”
Amelia's lips, which she had said she couldn't even relax, opened slightly in surprise. Neither of them had closed their eyes yet, so they were still looking at each other.
"This..."
Just as she was about to call Ivan's name, Ivan reached out and covered Amelia's eyes with his large hands. Her senses were tense because of the obstructed vision.
What on earth are you trying to do? Her heart fluttered with anticipation, wondering. Suddenly, smooth skin touched her nose. Ivan tilted his head, and the moment he thought their noses had touched, he penetrated Amelia.
The kiss, which had deepened in a hurry, was unfamiliar. The body temperature and the sloppy tongue that were squeezing her were the same. The moment Amelia instinctively shrank back and shut her eyes tightly, Ivan pulled Amelia’s body into his arms with great force.
Their chests touched. Their heartbeats and body temperature were transmitted through their chests. Their hearts were beating so hard that they felt like they were going to burst. Their bodies were heated up as if their goal was to burn the other person.
“Ugh...”
Her lips felt like they were being crushed. It also seemed as if Ivan was trying to eat her up. As Amelia squirmed in inexplicable discomfort, Ivan rubbed the soft flesh on the back of her neck with his thumb as if to soothe her. In fact, it seemed as if he was holding her back so she wouldn’t escape.
As Amelia was unable to escape from Ivan's embrace, Ivan walked towards the bed. Amelia hesitated and stepped back in time with Ivan's steps. And at some point, she fell onto the bed with a startled sound.
“Are you surprised?”
On the topic of speaking informally the whole time, this time he spoke formally. Amelia stared blankly at the man sitting above her without answering. In the bedroom, dimly lit by candlelight, Ivan’s face, shining brightly as if he were the light, was the only thing that stood out.
“I wasn’t as surprised as I was to see you again.”
Amelia reached out and gently touched his face. Ivan flinched for a moment, surprised by the unexpected, unhesitating touch.
“I really...”
“...”
“I'm glad you're alive.”
Even that face, with its faint surprise, was nice. Amelia grabbed his face and pulled him down to her. Ivan, who was obediently dragged by her weak strength, tilted his head.
He took control of Amelia's mouth once more and stirred it. It was rough and unruly, as if he were saying it was his. But at the same time, it was soul-destroyingly affectionate.
At the contrasting contact, Amelia felt helplessly burning under the firm body that was encircling her. It was a first for her.
"Ah."
As if he had noticed her feelings, Ivan pulled his lips away. And he began to kiss her slowly, starting from her earlobe. It felt like a flower of passion bloomed wherever Ivan’s lips touched. Amelia turned her head away, and her body trembled with an unfamiliar sensation every time he kissed her nape.
"Scared?"
Before she knew it, the hands on Ivan’s shoulders were pushing him away. Ivan, who was sliding his lips between Amelia’s collarbones, felt the force and asked. As Ivan’s hot, moist breath tickled her chest, she felt as if her heart was going to burst.
"Scared."
Amelia answered obediently.
“Because it’s a feeling I’m experiencing for the first time.”
“...”
“But it’s okay because it’s you.”
But it wasn't to push Ivan away. She could overcome that fear. So she hopes this night is for him. That's what Amelia was saying.
“I won’t ask you again. You won’t regret it, right?”
Ivan's voice was somewhat lowered, as if he had anticipated that it would be difficult for him to hold the reins in this situation.
“I don’t regret it. This is the last time.”
Amelia whispered with a smile. Ivan, who was looking down at her face, smiled along with Amelia. Then, with a smooth movement, he took off his shirt and threw it on the floor.
After that, as a natural procedure, he left a short kiss between Amelia’s ear and chin, and then he parted her slender legs with his thigh. She thought he had a thin body, but the body she touched was hard as a rock. Ivan’s face slowly began to lower as he sprinkled kisses on Amelia’s ears, the nape of her neck, and other places to warm her body.
At last, the moment the hand that had hidden under the hem of her skirt touched a place that no one had ever allowed, Amelia's body trembled. She swore to God, who may or may not exist, that she had never experienced a sensation before, and her fingertips tingled.
“...”
She almost screamed. Amelia bit her lower lip hard enough to draw blood, suppressing the sound that was about to burst out of her throat. Tears welled up in Amelia’s eyes, a pleasure that resembled pain.
“You cried.”
Ivan wiped Amelia's eyes with his wet hands. His touch was filled with an almost irritating and almost impure intention.
“Scream, trying to hold it in...”
But Amelia didn't notice that at all. Ivan smiled as he looked down at the woman who looked like she was lying on a bed of scattered flowers.
“If you can’t stand it, bite my shoulder.”
Shoulder? Before Amelia could even ask, Ivan lowered his body and hugged Amelia's upper body as if tying it up. The moment he pushed in, Amelia finally understood what Ivan had said.
He was too big and strong.
“Oh, wait!”
Amelia unconsciously grabbed Ivan's shoulder and twisted it as if to stop him from moving. However, perhaps because of his lean muscles, her delicate fingers easily moved over his smooth skin. It did not leave him any traces, let alone pain.
“Bite me.”
Ivan ordered. Her mind was completely confused. All she could think about was his words, so Amelia clenched Ivan's shoulder, forgetting that it would hurt. She bit so hard that she could taste the pungent taste of blood. Of course, Ivan didn't seem to mind at all.
“Ugh.”
Eventually, Ivan took full possession of Amelia. Amelia let out a short moan mixed with tears and let go of Ivan's shoulder that she had been holding.
"It hurts..."
Amelia cried out her pain with tears welling up in her eyes. Ivan pulled his shoulder free from the bite of the young beast and raised his upper body, looking down at Amelia.
“You have to endure it.”
“...”
“I told you you wouldn’t regret it.”
Ivan laughed with a full face like a lion that had eaten its prey. But her crying face was also sad, so he lowered his face and kissed her affectionately. Unlike his hands, which did not hesitate to grab and caress her from her thin waist to her soft flesh.
At one point, as if he couldn't bear it any longer, he started to move. The white dress rippled like the waves of the sea. At one point, Amelia began to writhe in extreme pleasure. However, Ivan did not let go of the body he held tightly. So Amelia kept her eyes on Ivan even in her shaking vision.
It would be a lie to say that her first experience wasn't painful, but she was so happy that she could die like this.
Even though she knew that this heart would become a tragic love, it seemed like it would finally bloom like a flower in his arms.
“...”
She didn't even close her eyes. She didn't know what was happening. It was natural that her eyes met Ivan's, who had his eyes open as if he were watching Amelia.
Without any special conversation, just eye contact for a while. As if her heart had been taken out and placed next to her ear, the sound of her heart beating loudly could be heard. Amelia could not avoid Ivan’s gaze or move away, and just swallowed hard. Then Ivan’s lips smoothly drew a curve and went up.
“You have to close your eyes.”
Ivan whispered in a slightly lowered voice, still not taking his lips off hers. It was selfishness disguised as advice.
"Eyes?"
Amelia asked back without realizing it, then flinched. Every time she moved her lips, she could clearly feel the sensation of her lips touching Ivan’s. It was a stimulation that Amelia had never experienced before.
“Close your eyes and relax your lips.”
Their lips touched every time Ivan spoke. Amelia shivered slightly as goosebumps ran down her spine. Perhaps because she was overly nervous, her body did not move as it should, even though it was a trivial request.
“Yes, that’s not going well...”
When Amelia barely managed to answer with a voice that was trembling with shame, Ivan, who had been staring intently into her black eyes filled with confusion, chuckled. Then he bit Amelia’s lower lip and hung on.
“Can’t you do it?”
When Amelia barely nodded her head, Ivan's large hand covered the middle of Amelia's back and pulled her into his arms.
“...!”
Amelia's lips, which she had said she couldn't even relax, opened slightly in surprise. Neither of them had closed their eyes yet, so they were still looking at each other.
"This..."
Just as she was about to call Ivan's name, Ivan reached out and covered Amelia's eyes with his large hands. Her senses were tense because of the obstructed vision.
What on earth are you trying to do? Her heart fluttered with anticipation, wondering. Suddenly, smooth skin touched her nose. Ivan tilted his head, and the moment he thought their noses had touched, he penetrated Amelia.
The kiss, which had deepened in a hurry, was unfamiliar. The body temperature and the sloppy tongue that were squeezing her were the same. The moment Amelia instinctively shrank back and shut her eyes tightly, Ivan pulled Amelia’s body into his arms with great force.
Their chests touched. Their heartbeats and body temperature were transmitted through their chests. Their hearts were beating so hard that they felt like they were going to burst. Their bodies were heated up as if their goal was to burn the other person.
“Ugh...”
Her lips felt like they were being crushed. It also seemed as if Ivan was trying to eat her up. As Amelia squirmed in inexplicable discomfort, Ivan rubbed the soft flesh on the back of her neck with his thumb as if to soothe her. In fact, it seemed as if he was holding her back so she wouldn’t escape.
As Amelia was unable to escape from Ivan's embrace, Ivan walked towards the bed. Amelia hesitated and stepped back in time with Ivan's steps. And at some point, she fell onto the bed with a startled sound.
“Are you surprised?”
On the topic of speaking informally the whole time, this time he spoke formally. Amelia stared blankly at the man sitting above her without answering. In the bedroom, dimly lit by candlelight, Ivan’s face, shining brightly as if he were the light, was the only thing that stood out.
“I wasn’t as surprised as I was to see you again.”
Amelia reached out and gently touched his face. Ivan flinched for a moment, surprised by the unexpected, unhesitating touch.
“I really...”
“...”
“I'm glad you're alive.”
Even that face, with its faint surprise, was nice. Amelia grabbed his face and pulled him down to her. Ivan, who was obediently dragged by her weak strength, tilted his head.
He took control of Amelia's mouth once more and stirred it. It was rough and unruly, as if he were saying it was his. But at the same time, it was soul-destroyingly affectionate.
At the contrasting contact, Amelia felt helplessly burning under the firm body that was encircling her. It was a first for her.
"Ah."
As if he had noticed her feelings, Ivan pulled his lips away. And he began to kiss her slowly, starting from her earlobe. It felt like a flower of passion bloomed wherever Ivan’s lips touched. Amelia turned her head away, and her body trembled with an unfamiliar sensation every time he kissed her nape.
"Scared?"
Before she knew it, the hands on Ivan’s shoulders were pushing him away. Ivan, who was sliding his lips between Amelia’s collarbones, felt the force and asked. As Ivan’s hot, moist breath tickled her chest, she felt as if her heart was going to burst.
"Scared."
Amelia answered obediently.
“Because it’s a feeling I’m experiencing for the first time.”
“...”
“But it’s okay because it’s you.”
But it wasn't to push Ivan away. She could overcome that fear. So she hopes this night is for him. That's what Amelia was saying.
“I won’t ask you again. You won’t regret it, right?”
Ivan's voice was somewhat lowered, as if he had anticipated that it would be difficult for him to hold the reins in this situation.
“I don’t regret it. This is the last time.”
Amelia whispered with a smile. Ivan, who was looking down at her face, smiled along with Amelia. Then, with a smooth movement, he took off his shirt and threw it on the floor.
After that, as a natural procedure, he left a short kiss between Amelia’s ear and chin, and then he parted her slender legs with his thigh. She thought he had a thin body, but the body she touched was hard as a rock. Ivan’s face slowly began to lower as he sprinkled kisses on Amelia’s ears, the nape of her neck, and other places to warm her body.
At last, the moment the hand that had hidden under the hem of her skirt touched a place that no one had ever allowed, Amelia's body trembled. She swore to God, who may or may not exist, that she had never experienced a sensation before, and her fingertips tingled.
“...”
She almost screamed. Amelia bit her lower lip hard enough to draw blood, suppressing the sound that was about to burst out of her throat. Tears welled up in Amelia’s eyes, a pleasure that resembled pain.
“You cried.”
Ivan wiped Amelia's eyes with his wet hands. His touch was filled with an almost irritating and almost impure intention.
“Scream, trying to hold it in...”
But Amelia didn't notice that at all. Ivan smiled as he looked down at the woman who looked like she was lying on a bed of scattered flowers.
“If you can’t stand it, bite my shoulder.”
Shoulder? Before Amelia could even ask, Ivan lowered his body and hugged Amelia's upper body as if tying it up. The moment he pushed in, Amelia finally understood what Ivan had said.
He was too big and strong.
“Oh, wait!”
Amelia unconsciously grabbed Ivan's shoulder and twisted it as if to stop him from moving. However, perhaps because of his lean muscles, her delicate fingers easily moved over his smooth skin. It did not leave him any traces, let alone pain.
“Bite me.”
Ivan ordered. Her mind was completely confused. All she could think about was his words, so Amelia clenched Ivan's shoulder, forgetting that it would hurt. She bit so hard that she could taste the pungent taste of blood. Of course, Ivan didn't seem to mind at all.
“Ugh.”
Eventually, Ivan took full possession of Amelia. Amelia let out a short moan mixed with tears and let go of Ivan's shoulder that she had been holding.
"It hurts..."
Amelia cried out her pain with tears welling up in her eyes. Ivan pulled his shoulder free from the bite of the young beast and raised his upper body, looking down at Amelia.
“You have to endure it.”
“...”
“I told you you wouldn’t regret it.”
Ivan laughed with a full face like a lion that had eaten its prey. But her crying face was also sad, so he lowered his face and kissed her affectionately. Unlike his hands, which did not hesitate to grab and caress her from her thin waist to her soft flesh.
At one point, as if he couldn't bear it any longer, he started to move. The white dress rippled like the waves of the sea. At one point, Amelia began to writhe in extreme pleasure. However, Ivan did not let go of the body he held tightly. So Amelia kept her eyes on Ivan even in her shaking vision.
It would be a lie to say that her first experience wasn't painful, but she was so happy that she could die like this.
Even though she knew that this heart would become a tragic love, it seemed like it would finally bloom like a flower in his arms.
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