SPMB - Chapter 269
My Body Has Been Possessed By Someone
"Alex. I want to eat strawberries."
Then Alex glared with a shocked expression on his face.
"What's in your mouth right now is not a strawberry but a carrot?"
"These strawberries don't taste good."
Kanna grumbled while munching on a plump strawberry.
"Not this, I want to eat that strawberry then. What are those berries?.."
"Shut up. I don't want to know."
"Not long ago, when we escaped from the main temple, you brought me raspberries. I want to eat that."
"I thought you were crazy, but you even shameless."
"No, it's not that I want it, it's that the other me in my stomach wants to eat it."
"Noisy. Be quiet before I gag you."
"Ah, raspberries. I want to eat those berries then!"
Alex completely ignored her. And he wasn't seen all the next day. Kanna asked the escort knight watching over her.
"What about Alex?"
"He was away for a moment."
Alex returned at night, his hands full of raspberries. The raspberries in the forest where she sang so.
"It's so delicious!"
As Kanna ate with a happy face, Alex muttered irritably.
"Why did I bring someone like you and go through all this trouble..."
At that moment, Kanna opened her eyes.
She saw a dark room with a familiar ceiling.
Alex, who was talking by her side Just a moment ago, was nowhere to be found.
This is a memory from decades ago.
It's been a long time since she had an old dream.
Kanna got up from the bed.
'I have to go see Alex.'
***
Kanna was somewhat satisfied with her life.
She must continue to live like this in the future. By receiving holy power from them.
The four men who shared their sexual power became a part of her life. Kanna liked them all. These are people who will give blood for her whole life for her own sake. She couldn't help but like it.
Sylvien was right. She couldn't live like an ordinary woman. Whether Alex is there or not, this life will not change.
"Hi, Alex."
Kanna looked down at Alessandro.
"Are you sleeping well?"
That coastal town. That house. That bed.
The liquor bottle she made a year ago is still floating in the air. It emits a soft black light and is connected to Alessandro's body.
And Alessandro was still in eternal sleep.
1 year ago.
It was only half a success.
After examining Alex's condition, Sylvien, who had previously recovered Kanna's soul, spoke.
The two souls. Alessandro of the past and Alessandro of the present successfully became one.
So maybe one day he will open his eyes. He might heal.
But he may never be able to open his eyes. He may not heal.
But one thing is clear.
"You want to live."
"..."
"You really want to live. You have a strong will to survive."
Kanna shed tears at those words.
"You are trying to live even at this moment. So don't give up hope either"
Yes. Who wants to die? There is no way life isn't worth it.
Even before his death, Alessandro learned to cook. At the time, he just couldn't understand...
She felt like she knew now.
He wanted to live.
He learned to cook because he hoped that tomorrow would come.
He gave his life for her several times, but it was not because he thought life was insignificant. It's just that she was more important than his entire life.
"Alex."
Kanna stroked Alessandro's cheek. She whispered.
"Alex, it's been a while since I had an old dream.
I was stubborn about wanting to eat raspberries. You ended up getting it for me. When I think about it now, I think we were really cute back then, yes?
You know, Alex.
I'm happy. I'm living well. Thanks to you for changing my ending. I told you not to be too sad and live well. I think so.
I'll live my life waiting for you to wake up one day. So don't worry..."
Kanna kissed his forehead.
"Good night."
Please have a nice dream.
I'll take all your nightmares away.
***
"Miss? Are you leaving already?"
Claude came out of the kitchen with a ladle.
"I'll take a short walk by the sea."
"Shall we go together?"
"It's okay. It's right in front. I want to go alone."
Claude lived in this house and watched over Alessandro, who was sleeping forever. He volunteered to do it himself.
"Sir Claude, aren't you bored here?
"I feel like I'm retired."
Claude grinned.
"Well, honestly, it's good because the salary comes regularly. I made new friends in town. These days, I'm learning knitting."
"Knitting?"
"Yes. Oh, wait a minute."
Claude went into his room and came out with something that looked like red rags.
"This is a scarf. I made it every time I missed you, and it's already finished."
"Thank you."
"It will be 100 gold."
"..."
***
'Pretty......'
When I came outside, the sunset was setting.
Kanna walked along the beach watching the sky turn red. Then she suddenly burst into laughter.
Now that she thinks about it, she made a promise the other day to go see the sea with Alex, but it rained the next day so they couldn't go.
After that, his memory came back, and he couldn't go...
'Later. It will be possible someday.'
But.... Someday, when is it?
1 year later? 10 years later?
Or, a hundred years later?
A chill comes over her. It may seem an absurd assumption, but it was entirely possible for Alessandro.
Because his body will not die.
A hundred years later, maybe a thousand years later.
When she returns to dust and ceases to exist anywhere in this world.
Only then can Alessandro open his eyes.
As Kanna thought about that, her walking feet on the beach stopped.
'Really, what should I do?'
Her lower lip started to tremble. It felt like materialized fear was strangling her.
She's fine. It will be okay. Because there are people to live with. Because she can live happily with the people she likes.
But what about Alex?
What if no one is next to Alex when he opens his eyes?
Alessandro has been isolated his whole life, living like a remote island. He has plans he can't tell anyone about, and he does things that no one can help him with.
In the end, there was no one by his side until the last moment.
The only thing that kept him alive was an old letter left by a woman decades ago.
When Kanna thought about it like that, she couldn't bear it anymore. Her legs gave out and she sat down on the sand.
'What should I do?'
There is absolutely no ending where Alex is happy. She can't picture him smiling.
'What should I do?"
Kanna shed tears helplessly.
'Alex, what should I do?"
Kanna can't change anything with tears like this, so she doesn't know what more she can do here. He saved her, but she can't save him at all.
'What if you open your eyes after a very long time? No, what if you never open your eyes?'
Kanna grabbed the sand with trembling hands. Bones stood out on the back of her hand.
No. Actually, she knows the answer.
'If only I had never been born.'
The thought she had once had in passing became more and more concrete. Kanna thought about it over and over again, from the moment Alex didn't wake up a year ago until now.
What if she was never born?
All tragedies would not have occurred if she had not existed in this world to begin with.
This was the only sure answer.
Kanna looked at the sea with blurry eyes.
Even when Alessandro wakes up, his life does not change. He will continue to live as he does now.
But if he doesn't wake up, his life will forever remain a box with broken corners.
No matter how happy she is, no matter how much fun she has, no matter how much she is loved and loved, in the end, everything will fall through the broken cracks.
Kanna spent her whole life suffering from the guilt of not being able to save that person.
'This is the only sure way to save you.'
She was originally destined to die. But she lived thanks to Alex and felt happy because of him. So this is enough.
"Because you saved me."
Kanna took out a small dagger from her chest.
"I'll save you this time."
Kanna cut her finger. She slowly drew a line of techniques. Flowing blood begins to form in the air.
"So, now you live."
She will go back in time. She will go back a long time ago and kill Kanna Addis.
So that Alessandro would not sacrifice his entire life for her.
As Kanna drew the lines of the drinking circle one by one, tears flowed.
The moment it was finally completed, Kanna smiled.
She felt sorry for them. Those people are now truly precious to her. She was happy thanks to them...
But she simply cannot accept this ending in which she alone becomes unhappy.
Therefore.
'Goodbye.'
It was the moment when Kanna was about to close her eyes.
Something rushed into the drinking circle with strong force.
Crash, crash.
A white light flashed and exploded before my eyes.
Kanna couldn't even scream and fell backward.
"Ah."
Kanna held her dizzy head. Through her blurry vision, she could see that her magic circle was completely destroyed.
What? Did she fail?
No, someone just threw a tantrum, who is it?
Here, in this small rural town, there is only one person with such holy power..
It would be just him.
Kanna raised her head as if fascinated. And she saw...
A world completely stained red, a sea stained bright red as if the sunset sky had fallen.
Kanna could not come to her senses from the intense colors.
So is that why she's seeing nothing? Or is she dreaming?
Far away, beyond the sandy beach, a white flame burns. Surrounded by pure white sexual power that seems to blind one's eyes...
Red man.
At that moment, the whole world stopped.
The sound of the waves, the smell of the sea, and the cool breeze all stopped forever at this moment. It seemed like the end of time. There is only one thing that flows...
"You lied."
Just him.
"You said they were waiting."
Salvation is coming.
"Kanna."
He came to her...
Completely overwhelmed, Kanna couldn't take a single breath. She's afraid it will all end the moment she lets it out. She's afraid he will disappear...
But the next moment, a large hand grabs her shoulder and lifts her up. The moment the hand touches...
Shoot, Kanna can hear the sound of waves.
The wind shook her hair, and the scent of the sea filled her nose. As she danced again, a huge thrill came over her.
It's not over. He didn't go away.
Still, she couldn't believe it and raised her trembling hands. The face that has been sleeping all along.
As the cool, smooth sensation hit her, even her elbows tingled...
"Ah."
Realization struck her suddenly. It poured out with tears.
"Alex?"
He looked at her as if answering.
His eyes that she hadn't seen in a long time. As she encountered him deeply, she felt him completely.
This is real.
This is reality.
"..."
So come on. She has to say it quickly, quickly...
The first thing Kanna wanted to say when he woke up one day.
"Did you sleep well?"
Then he, Alessandro Addis, smiled softly.
Unable to bear that moment, Kanna burst into tears.
'Thank you, God.'
Even if she died, she couldn't admit it. Even if she died, she couldn't understand it.
So there is a story about trying to change something even if it means dying.
And now, at this moment, the ending has finally changed.
Kanna couldn't handle the overwhelming joy and emotion that came over her at this miraculous reality, so she cried and laughed again.
At that time, Alessandro tied a red scarf around her neck.
Kanna cried, laughed, and spoke in a completely messed up voice that trembled like a sheep.
"I heard this costs 100 gold."
"I know. I bought it."
"Alright."
"..."
Kanna hugged him.
This was the story she was so eager for. It was the ending she desperately hoped for.
"Thank you for saving me."
Alessandro Addis, the final chapter of the story has changed.
"Didn't you have a dream?"
"I dreamed it."
A story where no one dies and everyone survives and lives together.
"What kind of dream was it?"
Alessandro smiled slightly.
"It was a good dream."
After all the pain and trials, a new life has finally begun.
With that kind of ending.
< Someone possessed my body>
Main story completed
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