SPMB - Chapter 238
My Body Has Been Possessed By Someone
"Wrong?"
His own voice as he asked that was hollow.
Wrong, wrong......
It's wrong. Was everything he did to her wrong?
Kanna asked as if possessed.
"You don't love me anymore?"
Alessandro lowered his gaze. It seemed as if a lot of things had passed by in those downward-looking eyes. A very big story hidden behind a dark curtain.
But when they encountered each other again, all that remained was a worn-out shell of emotions.
"I loved you."
"..."
"Sorry."
At that moment, she remembered the person he was before he lost his memory.
"You will regret it."
Right. Did he mean this?
She thought she was warned because Alessandro, who had lost his memory, was going to woo her.
That prediction was only half right. Alessandro already knew this would happen.
Because the person he is now and the person he was in the past are as different as any other person.
So do he regret it now?
'No. I don't regret it.'
She doesn't regret it. It just hurt.
No one could make her hurt like this.
In the face of the end of the relationship, Kanna clearly realized and realized again.
She sees...
This is love.
She did something called love for the first time.
The moment she realized, love was over.
However, Just being in pain was not her aptitude.
"Are you sorry?"
Kanna got up from the chair. She slowly walked towards him.
"So?"
Every time she took a step, she felt that his entire attention was focused on her.
"Kanna, what are you doing now?"
Alessandro stopped speaking. She sat on top of his thighs.
"What are you doing now?"
Kanna didn't answer. Instead, she stretched out her arms. She wrapped her arms around his neck.
At that moment, Alessandro's entire body muscles felt tense. Kanna swallowed her saliva from the surprising nervousness. Even the air surrounding her seemed to be on edge.
Alessandro Addis was agitated.
Yet his face is so calm.
The gap between the face and the body below the face was amazing.
Kanna was soon immersed in cruel pleasure.
Yes. On the outside, he is imitating a flawless and perfect caregiver, but he is very conscious of this. She can't help it because of that damn conscience.
"Come down."
However, his voice was cold, as if telling Kanna that all of her thoughts were delusions. He was as cold as someone who would roughly push her away.
"Are you mad because I misbehaved?"
“Kanna Addis.”
"You said you were sorry to me."
"What does that matter now?"
"You must pay for your sins. Alessandro Addis."
Kanna said, fiddling with the collar of his straight shirt.
"Do you think you can make people melt like candy for days and then just say you're sorry?"
Then, she unbuttoned one button.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm unbuttoning."
She spoke calmly and moved her hands quickly.
Tap, tap, tap.
She unbuttoned one by one the buttons that had been fastened all the way to his neck.
"Don't play around."
"It's not a joke, it's a temptation."
When his shirt finally opened and his toned chest was revealed, Alessandro grabbed her wrist. It was a hot grip.
However, Alessandro's expression was strangely calm.
"Stop. Do you want to be dragged out?"
Kanna looked at his grip on her wrist and cried, pretending to be in pain.
"Ouch. It hurts."
Almost immediately, his grip loosened. It seemed like an instinctive reaction. After all, this person is weak to her.
That was funny.
Now she couldn't believe that she had once been afraid of this man.
Kanna roughly shook his hand away and started undoing the buttons again.
"Don't be bluff. You can't kick me out in the rain. You can't even force my hand away."
Alessandro frowned as her fingertips kept grazing his chest.
"Stop."
"Please do me a favor. Please."
"Be more polite."
"Please."
Please don't look out of place with that noble face.
It was obvious that he was crazy, as he was now so dizzy that his stomach was throbbing.
"No. I'm going to refuse."
At that moment, the sound of something breaking was heard. The armrest, which he had been clutching with all his might, crumbled into powder in his grasp.
"Don't cross the line."
Despite the messed up armrest, he spoke surprisingly calmly.
"I don't want to do this with you anymore."
"You have no thoughts, but I guess you have desires?"
Kanna smiled and continued speaking.
"They say you can't fake blood, and it's true. Your eldest son also played with his body and speech separately."
Alessandro's mouth twisted as she mocked him.
"You're acting like a seductress, what other reaction do you expect?"
After all, he is stronger than his son.
She wonders if that guy will change like this when he gets older. Kanna continued speaking while thinking such meaningless thoughts.
"Do you remember? What did you do to me who said no?"
Kanna pulled her body forward. She sat down firmly on his hard pelvis. For a moment, Alessandro's law was pulled taut.
"It's you. But now you're going to end it with an apology? A good adult must take responsibility for his or her actions."
"..."
"So now it's my turn. This is fair."
Kanna put her lips close to his ear. She whispered.
"I received a bad upbringing at home, so I learn bad things quickly. This also includes your responsibility."
Kanna kept trying to mock him. She tried to act viciously like the crazy bitch she was.
She was so angry that the most beautiful moment of her life was treated as just a mistake.
But she couldn't speak anymore. Every time he uttered a word, it all flew into her chest. She got stabbed like a dagger. She came in and groped.
It hurt so much that the corners of her mouth could no longer go up. On the contrary, it suddenly convulsed.
But he held on tight.
Hold on. Hold on, hold on a little longer...
"I told you to sleep more."
In the end. She couldn't bear it.
"You said you would wait until I wake up."
If she had known he would disappear like a bubble like this, she would never have fallen asleep.
"Liar. How could something suddenly disappear like this?...."
There was moisture in his voice. Kanna gritted her teeth and buried her face in his shoulder. Her heated breath was wheezing.
She doesn't want to cry. She doesn't want to cry. She will never cry...
Kanna stubbornly suppressed her emotions and forced out the words.
"But don't worry. You can forget everything. Things you've said to me over the past few days. Your actions. I can forget everything and erase everything."
However, the horse's tail ended up crying. Her breath caught. Her heart felt painful as if it were burning into red lava.
But even this suffering is good. As expected, it's crazy.
"I'll go back. I won't make a fuss like this again, so for the last time..."
Kanna sniffled and closed her eyes.
He could smell Alex's scent on the back of his neck.
Maybe that's why she felt like if she opened her eyes like this, he would be there.
The man who was swept away by the waves of time and washed away to a place where he would never be seen again.
"Can not be done."
"Please."
"No."
"I said I was sorry. Then please do me a favor. I think it will be so painful if it ends like this...."
How much time has passed like that?
There was a conflict that seemed like a thousand years.
At the end of his agony. Alessandro lowered his head as if he had lost strength. He comes and rests his head on her shoulder.
Like resignation. Like giving up. Or just like pain.
And then...
Whoa.
A deep sigh came from within. And he asked.
"You don't regret it?"
It was a low voice.
"Think and act well, you..."
Suddenly his words stopped. It continued right away.
"No. Just don't think about anything."
The next moment, he pulled her strongly. He held her as if I was trapping her in his arms.
Ah!
An exclamation burst from Kanna's mouth. It was as if every sense in her body awakened and bathed in joy.
It was crazy good.
A restraint as strong as this chain. This force that pushed her away so much and never seemed to let her go again. That illusion.
How sad, how ecstatic.
"Don't think anything. Don't even remember."
Kanna closed her eyes.
In the end, a tear that she couldn't hold back flowed down her cheek. A bead formed on the tip of her chin and then fell.
"Forget everything. What has happened so far. What happens from now on. Forget me. Forget everything and live your life."
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