SPMB - Chapter 216
My Body Has Been Possessed By Someone
"Sorry."
Raphael apologized several times.
"Sorry. I just can't......"
"..."
"......I can't stop."
"..."
"Sorry."
An apology that was not in his heart, a sense of self-reproach that he could not do anything about, and agreed that he had no intention of stopping poured into her ears non-stop under the guise of an apology.
It was hot everywhere. It was heavy. It was wet and slippery. She was crushed from head to toe. A gentle pressure pressed and pressed again.
Rough breathing constantly pounded her ears. His touch, his waist, his lips, she couldn't follow. She couldn't even come to her senses.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Because he likes her so much because he likes it so much...
It was that kind of night. It was a long, long night.
***
It was night when Kanna opened her eyes.
'How long has it been....?'
Kanna blinked and then stood up. Then she lay down again.
'I'm sleepy.'
Arms pulled her from behind. She was taken obediently, and her eyes were closed.
"Are you sleeping?"
"Huh..."
"Please continue sleeping."
"..."
Kanna was shocked. Growing up? Growing up?
As always, Kanna slapped the back of his hand when she saw a wriggle from behind.
"You sleep too."
"I can't sleep."
"Still, sleep. Really......"
"Sorry."
"Don't apologize without even thinking about it."
Kanna slapped the back q his hand again.
"You were awake the whole q
time. Get some sleep. I'm tired."
Kanna yawned. Then she turned her body around and buried her face in his chest.
'I'm sleepy.'
AaaaqThe hot gaze stared at her in the dark. Eyes of admiration, burning love.
He whispered in a slightly trembling voice.
"Kanna."
"Huh?"
"You are beautiful."
You are beautiful too.
Kanna wanted to say that, but she was too sleepy.
***
It wasn't until morning that Kanna finally came to her senses.
"Have some tea."
Raphael served tea to her as she sat on the sofa with a disheveled face. Kanna looked up at him blankly.
"..."
Raphael was fine. His plain face, neat hair, and pure white uniform were as neat as always.
Unlike her who was exhausted.
"Are you the guy I was with?"
"Yes. You're correct."
"..."
She's being sarcastic, but it's hard to admit it without changing his face.....
Kanna clicked her tongue and took the teacup.
"So, how was it?"
"What do you mean?"
"My reward. Have you felt rewarded for living as a perfect species?"
She asked with a deliberately grumpy smile, but he answered honestly.
"It was like heaven."
"...... Okay?"
"I would have been happy to die."
No. well, to that extent.....
After first asking mischievously, Kanna was a little embarrassed.
'He's not two faces, what is it?'
The extreme temperature difference between day and night was unbelievable.
She means, he did it with that innocent face. Kanna found it funny that he behaved like a different person and let out a laugh.
"But is this really your first time?"
"Yes."
"Oh yeah? Honestly, I don't believe it."
"Why?"
"In many ways."
"I have no reason to lie to you. I have never touched a woman other than you, nor have I ever thought of wanting to touch them."
It was like a solemn declaration before God, so Kanna could no longer play around.
So Kanna went straight to the point.
"I am not."
"..."
Raphael was silent for a moment. Then he quickly answered.
"I know."
Of course, he knows.
On the outside, Kanna's male history was quite spectacular.
Her marriage and divorce to Duke Valentino, her subsequent scandal with Prince Argon, and the mistress of Alexei, now King Yalden, sparked rumors of an affair with his younger brother, Prince Lorenzo.
'Wow, that's amazing.'
Added to this is the relationship with the spirit of the main shrine.
Moreover, if the secret love affair with the Addis brothers, which is not revealed to others, is revealed...
'I will be recorded in history as a rare prostitute.'
In a society that considers as an example a noble and pure woman who only looks at one man, Kanna was no less than a social evil.
Men who had many women were treated as capable predators, but women were often labeled as promiscuous prostitutes and buried.
'Oh, I don't know. I don't know.'
But she decided not to care.
What should she do with something like this?
Many courteous women in the world serve as examples for others, so there may be at least one woman who is as unruly as her.
"Do you want to monopolize me?"
Raphael lowered his gaze at Kanna's question.
"Of course."
"Raphael, I..."
"I know it's impossible."
Raphael gently interrupted Kanna's words and added.
"What I want is you."
"..."
"It was like that when you were my friend's wife."
Raphael raised his eyes and saw Kanna's face.
"I hoped to establish an illicit relationship, even if it meant betraying my close friend. I hoped to reach you, even if it means destroying the covenant of sacred marriage."
Kanna clenched her fists without realizing it. Her face felt hot.
His face was so noble as he said immoral things.
He was a priest. As a divine spirit, he was closer to god than anyone else.
He was confessing that he wanted to break the oath she had made to God and take the forbidden fruit at any time.
"And it has finally come full circle."
Raphael didn't seem to be ashamed of himself. He wasn't even afraid of heavenly punishment.
"I don't expect to be able to monopolize you. I am ecstatic just by your touch..."
For some reason, as he continued word by word, heat rose in his eyes. The raw face that she had been seeing for several days was revealed little by little.
"I can live with just that."
"..."
"If you are pleased with me like this, or if you feel sorry for me, please."
He approached Kanna and knelt in front of her. He looked up at her, his eyes burning with desire, unlike his straight face.
"Please keep hugging me."
"..."
"It doesn't have to be an honor that only I can enjoy."
Kanna bit her lip. She had nothing to say. Even though she had prepared a lot of words.
Her life, body, and mind are not hers alone. There is another person who owes as much to her as she do.
She will repay the debt the way he wishes. Whatever it is.
And the work she has to do in the future is important. It is too important a matter to be bound by affection or morality.
Kanna has always used everything as a weapon. Even her life was not spared and was used like a tool.
That's why she can't be his.
Therefore.....
Kanna prepared those words. For persuasion, for understanding.
But there was no need to begin with. He knew her better than he expected, and he wanted her.
Kanna grabbed Raphael's arm and pulled him up. After setting him down on the sofa, she sat on his thighs, which had long since hardened. As if he had been waiting, he wrapped his hands around her waist.
"Raphael,"
"Yes."
When she kissed his forehead, his breath trembled. Eyelashes, lips too. Kanna witnessed the face of a man engulfed in ecstasy from the front.
"You know that?"
"What...."
"You are so lovely."
And then she slowly lowered her lips. With his eyelids, with his cheek.
The closer she got, the more his fingertips wrapped around her waist began to tremble.
The moment it finally touched his upper lip, his grip tightened. A groan of pain bubbled up in his throat. His heavy breathing felt like it was going to break out at any moment.
"Raphael."
"Please, please, Kanna..."
But he couldn't wait.
He hurriedly raised his head. It overlapped as if to cover the lips that had been so anxious.
Kanna swallowed everything, including his breath, his moans, and his hot skin. Her crushed body became hot as if on fire.
Raphael was really lovely.
But she won't be able to say I love you.
To anyone.
I truly wished that Raphael was the end game. He is the only one who hasn't been A) physically abusive, B) haven't neglect her, C) mentally abusive, E) verbally abusive, etc, with her.
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DeleteWow. Just wow.
ReplyDeleteThank you thank you for the translation. This novel is killing me!!!
ReplyDeletethis feels like the purest relationship in this story and is the only one that is actually likely to be inces t. just goes to show how messed up everything else is
ReplyDeleteIt's not incest. Kanna is the only one biologically related to the spirit. Rafael is created using alchemy by sacrificing many priest and their holy powers. During the time travelling chapters, remember what the spirit told him something like this. "You are not my son. Just kidding. Both of you are my children, but who is the real one. Can you guess?" Obviously it was kanna.
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ReplyDelete216 chapters in and this is the first time it's explicitly stated that she slept with someone. It's hinted she did with Alexi, but, unless I've missed something completely in translation, she's at most kissed any of the Addis men; never slept with Duke Valentino; Prince Argon's tryst was a cover for information dealings; and thought Prince Lorenzo was far too young for her.
ReplyDeleteFor a "promiscuous prostitute" she sure keeps to herself.