SPMB - Side Story 33
My Body Has Been Possessed By Someone
"It hurts."
"Sorry."
Raphael apologized while massaging Kanna's arms, legs, and waist.
“Raphael, please be gentle.”
"Sorry."
Raphael was too strong.
Even now, he seemed to be controlling his strength as much as possible, but Kanna felt that he was still strong.
Even though her muscles are sore, it still hurts just by touching them...
For the first time, Kanna felt like she was in danger.
'I never thought Raphael would have that side.'
When she seduces her, he tells her not to do this, please don't do this, and pretend to be pure and chaste.
'I can't believe you change like that as soon as you get on the bed.'
It was different from the usual Raphael. He was so bold and sometimes rude that Kanna never imagined he would be like that.
Of course, there was never a moment when he wasn't gentle with her...
He was kind, but she guessed he seemed like a robber who was just kind with his words.
'How could Raphael do this to me?'
When Kanna glanced at him with a look of resentment, Raphael lowered his head.
"Sorry."
It sent shivers down her spine.
Now she was afraid of his words of apology.
Throughout the past hour, Raphael repeatedly apologized.
That was creepy. His mouth kept saying sorry, but his body...
“Raphael, I’m scared of you now.”
"Sorry."
“Don’t apologize. Because that’s scarier.”
Kanna played with the pillow and slightly raised the corners of her mouth.
Even though she was grumbling like this, she still felt very good. Greatly.
“Did I really teach you all that?”
"Yes."
“What about that woman?”
"Yes?"
“You said you were that woman’s lover? The eldest daughter of the Addis family or something like that, a bitch.”
Raphael's hand that was massaging her arm stopped.
Kanna glared at him.
“What on earth is that woman?”
Raphael thought for a moment and then said.
“You are the only woman I have.”
Raphael couldn't lie to Kanna. It was impossible with his values.
But he can't tell the truth either.
Because the current Kanna cannot possibly accept or believe it.
“There are circumstances. I can't go into detail about that woman right now, but..."
Raphael looked straight into her eyes and said.
“I can swear. There has never been a single moment in my life where there was another woman.”
Kanna's eyes, which had been staring intently at Raphael for a while, gradually became more generous.
'Yes. Raphael can't do that.'
The moment she was so certain, she suddenly became curious.
'Then who did I learn from?'
At that moment, for some reason, Sylvien’s face passed by. Kanna was startled.
'It's crazy!'
Kanna buried her face in the pillow.
Her heart was pounding as if she had done something bad.
'That can't be possible. It's strange if something like that happens.'
So who is it?
Sylvien, and Raphael.
The only men who are meaningful to her are these two...
“Raphael, then tell me this one thing.”
“Please speak.”
“Is it true that the eldest daughter of the Addis family is meeting my brother?”
"Yes. He has an intimate relationship with the eldest daughter of the Addis family.”
“He loves her, right?”
"Yes. He loves her more than anyone else in this world.”
Raphael doesn't lie.
Kanna knew that very well.
“...I see."
Although her mind became confused, Kanna closed her eyes.
She was too tired to think.
The morning sun is slowly rising, but she hasn't been able to sleep a wink.
“I’m going to sleep.”
“Yes, please sleep.”
“Come here and give me a hug.”
With those words, Raphael lay down next to her. Kanna cut his arm and snuggled into his arms.
How long has it been like that? Raphael asked in a quiet voice.
“...Are you sleeping?”
Kanna has to pretend to sleep.
Then she felt Raphael sigh regretfully.
'Ugh, it's scary after all.'
His hot fingertips caressed her shoulder.
It was a touch that felt like a thirst that could not be completely quenched, but Kanna steadfastly pretended not to notice and pretended to be asleep.
Then Kanna soon fell asleep.
She had a dream.
“No, don’t go!”
Kanna then pulled his hand towards her and buried her face in his palm.
“Don’t go, stay here.”
Kanna held Raphael's hand tightly. Her heart was pounding like crazy.
“I had a really terrible nightmare.”
It's a lie.
Actually it's not terrible.
On the contrary, it was an exhilarating dream.
To the point where her toes still tingle from that lingering feeling.
That feeling made her realize.
And it made her angry.
'My brother shouldn't do that.'
Kanna gritted her teeth.
Sylvien abandoned her.
Kanna asked him to choose between the woman and her.
He didn't choose Kanna.
Rather, he was busy protecting that woman. He valued her more than her.
'What's wrong with you?'
If it had been a normal relationship with a normal woman, Kanna would have endured it somehow.
However, she was an openly cheating woman.
Her brother was just one of that woman's lovers.
At best, one of her lovers.
Is he giving himself up just to be treated like that?
'Is that all I can do for you?'
Sylvien's sense of betrayal and anger that she felt in her dream, she was feeling it right now.
‘Just wait and see. Brother, take a good look at how far I can go.'
Did you say she was the eldest daughter of Addis?
"Sorry."
Raphael apologized while massaging Kanna's arms, legs, and waist.
“Raphael, please be gentle.”
"Sorry."
Raphael was too strong.
Even now, he seemed to be controlling his strength as much as possible, but Kanna felt that he was still strong.
Even though her muscles are sore, it still hurts just by touching them...
For the first time, Kanna felt like she was in danger.
'I never thought Raphael would have that side.'
When she seduces her, he tells her not to do this, please don't do this, and pretend to be pure and chaste.
'I can't believe you change like that as soon as you get on the bed.'
It was different from the usual Raphael. He was so bold and sometimes rude that Kanna never imagined he would be like that.
Of course, there was never a moment when he wasn't gentle with her...
He was kind, but she guessed he seemed like a robber who was just kind with his words.
'How could Raphael do this to me?'
When Kanna glanced at him with a look of resentment, Raphael lowered his head.
"Sorry."
It sent shivers down her spine.
Now she was afraid of his words of apology.
Throughout the past hour, Raphael repeatedly apologized.
That was creepy. His mouth kept saying sorry, but his body...
“Raphael, I’m scared of you now.”
"Sorry."
“Don’t apologize. Because that’s scarier.”
Kanna played with the pillow and slightly raised the corners of her mouth.
Even though she was grumbling like this, she still felt very good. Greatly.
“Did I really teach you all that?”
"Yes."
“What about that woman?”
"Yes?"
“You said you were that woman’s lover? The eldest daughter of the Addis family or something like that, a bitch.”
Raphael's hand that was massaging her arm stopped.
Kanna glared at him.
“What on earth is that woman?”
Raphael thought for a moment and then said.
“You are the only woman I have.”
Raphael couldn't lie to Kanna. It was impossible with his values.
But he can't tell the truth either.
Because the current Kanna cannot possibly accept or believe it.
“There are circumstances. I can't go into detail about that woman right now, but..."
Raphael looked straight into her eyes and said.
“I can swear. There has never been a single moment in my life where there was another woman.”
Kanna's eyes, which had been staring intently at Raphael for a while, gradually became more generous.
'Yes. Raphael can't do that.'
The moment she was so certain, she suddenly became curious.
'Then who did I learn from?'
At that moment, for some reason, Sylvien’s face passed by. Kanna was startled.
'It's crazy!'
Kanna buried her face in the pillow.
Her heart was pounding as if she had done something bad.
'That can't be possible. It's strange if something like that happens.'
So who is it?
Sylvien, and Raphael.
The only men who are meaningful to her are these two...
“Raphael, then tell me this one thing.”
“Please speak.”
“Is it true that the eldest daughter of the Addis family is meeting my brother?”
"Yes. He has an intimate relationship with the eldest daughter of the Addis family.”
“He loves her, right?”
"Yes. He loves her more than anyone else in this world.”
Raphael doesn't lie.
Kanna knew that very well.
“...I see."
Although her mind became confused, Kanna closed her eyes.
She was too tired to think.
The morning sun is slowly rising, but she hasn't been able to sleep a wink.
“I’m going to sleep.”
“Yes, please sleep.”
“Come here and give me a hug.”
With those words, Raphael lay down next to her. Kanna cut his arm and snuggled into his arms.
How long has it been like that? Raphael asked in a quiet voice.
“...Are you sleeping?”
Kanna has to pretend to sleep.
Then she felt Raphael sigh regretfully.
'Ugh, it's scary after all.'
His hot fingertips caressed her shoulder.
It was a touch that felt like a thirst that could not be completely quenched, but Kanna steadfastly pretended not to notice and pretended to be asleep.
Then Kanna soon fell asleep.
She had a dream.
***
"Kanna."
He lies down next to her and looks at her.
“You are so beautiful.”
No, it was him who was beautiful. Even the moonlight that falls on his body has lost its shine.
Kanna said in a hoarse voice.
“Raphael...?”
His eyes become cold.
He sits upright. He glances down at her again.
As if she were in control.
No, no. Since he actually ruled, it was right to call him a ruler at this moment.
“Did you free Raphael?”
"Not yet."
“Please, brother. Raphael..."
"Well. What should I do?”
Kanna sobbed.
If it were his older brother, he would have patted his head and comforted her...
But he doesn't pat her head. Don't even kiss her cheek. He doesn't even give a pat.
He just looked down at her with very savage eyes as if admiring her, and then he grabbed both of her hands and kissed them.
“Kanna, is this really the price you pay for releasing that guy?”
“No, because I really love you.”
“Then you should call my name."
You should say you love me. If you keep calling other men’s names…
He lies down next to her and looks at her.
“You are so beautiful.”
No, it was him who was beautiful. Even the moonlight that falls on his body has lost its shine.
Kanna said in a hoarse voice.
“Raphael...?”
His eyes become cold.
He sits upright. He glances down at her again.
As if she were in control.
No, no. Since he actually ruled, it was right to call him a ruler at this moment.
“Did you free Raphael?”
"Not yet."
“Please, brother. Raphael..."
"Well. What should I do?”
Kanna sobbed.
If it were his older brother, he would have patted his head and comforted her...
But he doesn't pat her head. Don't even kiss her cheek. He doesn't even give a pat.
He just looked down at her with very savage eyes as if admiring her, and then he grabbed both of her hands and kissed them.
“Kanna, is this really the price you pay for releasing that guy?”
“No, because I really love you.”
“Then you should call my name."
You should say you love me. If you keep calling other men’s names…
Sylvien laughed.
“It’s more stimulating.”
Kanna burst into tears.
He was a stranger on the stained and crumpled sheets. He had no dignity or manners.
All of his elegant skin was peeled off, and only the thorn-like nature remained, stabbing her mercilessly.
Nevertheless, she said she loved him because she loved him. She confessed dozens of times.
Maybe he didn't believe it.
I'm serious, I really love you.
But she loves Raphael too, because he is hers. After all, he is the only one she has, and she cannot bear to leave him alone...
“Please save Raphael. I love you. Brother, I love you because you are.”
There was a sense of betrayal in his eyes. There was something like pain, but it was brief.
“I love you too, Kanna.”
He didn't believe it until the end.
Still, Kanna pretended to believe it.
Kanna opened her eyes.
“Are you okay?”
Raphael was looking down at her worriedly.
'What was that just now? Dream?'
She took a deep breath. She felt cold sweat running down her forehead.
“Wait a moment."
“It’s more stimulating.”
Kanna burst into tears.
He was a stranger on the stained and crumpled sheets. He had no dignity or manners.
All of his elegant skin was peeled off, and only the thorn-like nature remained, stabbing her mercilessly.
Nevertheless, she said she loved him because she loved him. She confessed dozens of times.
Maybe he didn't believe it.
I'm serious, I really love you.
But she loves Raphael too, because he is hers. After all, he is the only one she has, and she cannot bear to leave him alone...
“Please save Raphael. I love you. Brother, I love you because you are.”
There was a sense of betrayal in his eyes. There was something like pain, but it was brief.
“I love you too, Kanna.”
He didn't believe it until the end.
Still, Kanna pretended to believe it.
***
Kanna opened her eyes.
“Are you okay?”
Raphael was looking down at her worriedly.
'What was that just now? Dream?'
She took a deep breath. She felt cold sweat running down her forehead.
“Wait a moment."
Kanna hastily snatched his hand.
“No, don’t go!”
Kanna then pulled his hand towards her and buried her face in his palm.
“Don’t go, stay here.”
Kanna held Raphael's hand tightly. Her heart was pounding like crazy.
“I had a really terrible nightmare.”
It's a lie.
Actually it's not terrible.
On the contrary, it was an exhilarating dream.
To the point where her toes still tingle from that lingering feeling.
That feeling made her realize.
And it made her angry.
'My brother shouldn't do that.'
Kanna gritted her teeth.
Sylvien abandoned her.
Kanna asked him to choose between the woman and her.
He didn't choose Kanna.
Rather, he was busy protecting that woman. He valued her more than her.
'What's wrong with you?'
If it had been a normal relationship with a normal woman, Kanna would have endured it somehow.
However, she was an openly cheating woman.
Her brother was just one of that woman's lovers.
At best, one of her lovers.
Is he giving himself up just to be treated like that?
'Is that all I can do for you?'
Sylvien's sense of betrayal and anger that she felt in her dream, she was feeling it right now.
‘Just wait and see. Brother, take a good look at how far I can go.'
Did you say she was the eldest daughter of Addis?
She will steal the men Kanna has.
Yes, Addis brothers. She has to have those men on either side of her and laugh at her brother.
Then her brother will definitely be hurt too.
What kind of face will her brother make then?
Yes, Addis brothers. She has to have those men on either side of her and laugh at her brother.
Then her brother will definitely be hurt too.
What kind of face will her brother make then?
She hopes he hurts a lot.
She wished he had that betrayal look on his face like in her dream.
Kanna was going to visit the Addis mansion right away.
However, as if it was a revelation of fate, a carriage was sent from Addis first.
“The Duke of Addis sent me. Please give me the honor of taking you to my mansion.”
The other person was a mysterious white-haired young man, and he smiled very gently at her.
His smile was so straight and clear that he seemed good-natured, like a person who had never committed a sin.
“My name is Kalen Addis. Please call me Kalen. It is an honor to serve such a beautiful Lady.”
It's him.
Kanna's eyes shone sharply. Her target had fallen before her eyes.
'I'm sorry, Lord Kalen.'
He seems like a naive person too. He looks just like her older brother, as pure as a wildflower.
'Because he doesn't know what's going on in the world like that, he ends up being attacked by a bad woman.'
Until now, he may have been prey to the eldest daughter of Addis.
“Nice to meet you, Sir Kalen.”
Kanna smiled at him.
This time, he will become her own prey.
Poor thing
She wished he had that betrayal look on his face like in her dream.
***
Kanna was going to visit the Addis mansion right away.
However, as if it was a revelation of fate, a carriage was sent from Addis first.
“The Duke of Addis sent me. Please give me the honor of taking you to my mansion.”
The other person was a mysterious white-haired young man, and he smiled very gently at her.
His smile was so straight and clear that he seemed good-natured, like a person who had never committed a sin.
“My name is Kalen Addis. Please call me Kalen. It is an honor to serve such a beautiful Lady.”
It's him.
Kanna's eyes shone sharply. Her target had fallen before her eyes.
'I'm sorry, Lord Kalen.'
He seems like a naive person too. He looks just like her older brother, as pure as a wildflower.
'Because he doesn't know what's going on in the world like that, he ends up being attacked by a bad woman.'
Until now, he may have been prey to the eldest daughter of Addis.
“Nice to meet you, Sir Kalen.”
Kanna smiled at him.
This time, he will become her own prey.
Poor thing
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